Answering a Few Questions

Over the last few weeks I’ve been wrapping up my first semester of Grad School and am finally on my Winter Break. The weather has taken note of this fact and decided to send a snowstorm.  This newly found free time and the horrible conditions of the roads means that tonight is the perfect opportunity to sit down and hammer out answers to some of the questions I’ve been fielding since November.

1) How do you feel about the exaggeration of sexuality in our culture? Do you think it’s overemphasis plays a role in homosexual issues?

Great question.  I think it’s unfortunate how much the physical expression of our sexuality has been emphasized above and beyond all other forms of relational intimacy. Many people it seems, don’t know how to build emotionally intimate friendships outside of the context of physical sexual relationships.  This tragically affects men even more than women as I think women are given a script in society for how to have deep friendships with other people outside of sexual partners.  We are all sold lies that sex is the pinnacle of human experience and, more specifically, of all intimacy.

There are dozens of ways this negatively impacts our relationships.  Sex is brought into the equation when it’s not appropriate.  One or both partners may not be ready for it, but could be diving in under a belief that it will create better intimacy or fulfill their needs. Sex does not equate to happiness.  It is certainly pleasurable, but it does not automatically lead to relational bliss.  Our desires for physical sexual intimacy have led to the explosion of the porn industry.  With sex portrayed as the end-all, be-all the use of pornography, especially by pre-teens and teenagers, seriously damages the ways we build intimacy with others.

I think the overemphasis of physical sexual activity does negatively impact the conversation about other sexual orientations. When sexuality and relationships are discussed, we have a difficult time of separating feelings, emotions, and attractions from physical sexual behavior. This is especially true when the Church is asked to consider the plight of ‘sexual minorities’, those whose desires are not heterosexual. Our sexuality and orientation is so much more than genital behavior or arousal. It affects the ways we build connections and relationships, especially in the arena of emotional intimacy. Limiting the conversation regarding LGBT issues to the realm of physical sexuality is unfortunate.

Of course, gay pride parades don’t make it any easier to have this nuanced conversation. In the LGBT community, we are just as susceptible as anyone in our society to make sexuality all about the physical. But think of orientation in terms of the way you are wired in all aspects of your relationships. And don’t boil anyone’s sexuality down to “what happens in the bedroom.”



2) How do you feel about those who have the same attractions as you do, but find that they are able to re-interpret the Biblical text so that they can reconcile with their faith? How do you see their point of view, and how they interpret the text?

If someone loves Jesus, follows Jesus, and puts their faith in Him for their salvation, then they are my brother or sister in Christ. It’s hard to find anyone who is a carbon-copy of ourselves in how they interpret the Biblical text. I have met many fellow gay Christians who have interpreted Scripture differently than myself and also follow after Christ with great faith. It is not my place to say that they are “unsaved” or “unrepentant.” If anyone is curious as to how someone could follow after Christ yet interpret Scripture differently when it comes to gay sexual relationships, read this link from Justin Lee.  Basically, it is not my job to judge anyone’s heart.

How do I see their view? When someone like Justin, who loves Christ and respects the Bible as much as he does, espouses this interpretation that differs from mine, I respect him for it. I love him as my brother.

Personally, I have looked at the centuries of church tradition and historical interpretation of the Scriptures to affirm a more traditional view that same-sex sexual activity is outside of God’s will. I see God’s design in human sexuality to be for a man and a woman to reflect the unity/diversity of God within the marriage relationship.  I believe that there are other ways for us to reflect the glory of God outside of a marriage (serving one another, living sacrificially, creating and celebrating beauty, being agents of redemption, etc). Therefore, I don’t believe marriage is a more holy calling than a life of celibacy.

I will be honest. There are nuances to this conversation that I am always in the middle of processing. Normally that happens in the context of close friendships and is spurred on by the things I read all over the Internet with regards to being gay and following Christ.



3) How do you feel about a married pastor, or any Christian really, exemplifying celibacy/sacrifice on the part of folks who have the same attractions as you, but yet are married themselves? Do you see it as insensitive? Or hypocritical?

This question really burrows into the emotions that come with the territory of navigating this whole “celibate gay Christian” thing.  I am not particularly comfortable being held up as a “poster child” for talking about this issue just because I’ve chosen a life of celibacy.  I don’t think any individual gay Christian should be held up as the example for how everyone should live their life.

When a married pastor (or really any married straight Christian) preaches a message of celibacy for all gay Christians without acknowledging the needs that such a gay Christian would still need to have met, that’s a problem. I am appreciative when a straight friend can recognize and address the fact that being asked to commit to celibacy is ridiculously difficult.  I think any pastor worthy of the title should also go to great lengths to ensure that the body of Christ is fulfilling its role to those in my position.  I am blessed with a great community of friends around me.  But I know that not everyone is so fortunate.  Too many celibate folks (straight or gay) are suffering from crippling loneliness while a church community sits by, ignores them, and focuses on having “family time” or forming more “couples groups” or “young marrieds studies.”  This leads to singles of all stripes being horribly excluded and left feeling like second-class citizens within the church. That is unacceptable.

A healthy dose of compassion and empathy make all the difference when talking about celibacy for gay Christians. When I hear someone talking about “gay issues” without compassion and empathy, it is really hard not to cling to bitterness.  I need to show grace as much as I need to receive it, and this is an area where my limits are always being stretched.



4) Are you happy?

Yes. I do feel like my needs are being met. I also feel that I have a positive calling within the church to service and to friendship. Am I ever lonely? Of course. I don’t know anyone who’s exempt from loneliness. Are there times when even my solid community of friends is not enough? Yes. And when that happens, it hurts. A lot. I seek God, and seek out honest conversations with my closest friends about what I need. I have to communicate my experiences and cannot expect everyone to be mind readers. I have found that when I truly NEED a friend, they’re there when I reach out. It’s when I withdraw or tell myself lies about how much I don’t matter that I wind up feeling the worst.



As with everything I write, I want to reiterate that I would rather be understood than have assumptions made. If you would like something clarified or if something I wrote in this post sparks a follow-up question, e-mail me or put it in the comments.

Let’s keep the conversation going!


8 thoughts on “Answering a Few Questions

  1. Great replies. You’re more charitable than me, and hopefully you won’t delete my comment, but I can’t call someone like Justin Lee a brother in Christ…… the Bible plainly says sex between two guys is wrong…. and no, I’m not a heterosexual male saying that. I’m a guy dealing with same-sex attractions, and unfortunately I have been very promiscuous in the past. If we pat these people on the back and tell them they are OK, are they going to thank us if they miss heaven? And they very likely will, if they toss out what God says because its not convenient or fair.

    • I leave the judging of a person’s heart up to God. I know that Justin has followed Christ his whole life, and I’ve read his book and met him in person. He’s come to a different interpretation of the biblical passages than myself. There are also believers who have come to believe that we should never consume alcohol. I would not like it for them to judge whether or now I am a part of the Kingdom because I believe God is fine with my having a beer.

    • I think I know what you’re implying. Having a sexual orientation is morally neutral.

      However, I try to be more clear when I talk about “behaviors.” Am I acting on my orientation when I listen to showtunes? (lame joke I know). Or what if I’m having a deep conversation with a male friend with a lot of emotional intimacy involved? Am I “acting on my desires” if I hug a male friend upon greeting? Or are we just talking about genital sexual activity between people of the same gender?

  2. Thanks for always being willing to share, Andrew. Your written thoughts have always helped me to process through my own thoughts a bit more. I hope others see how much thought and faith goes into the way you’ve chosen to live your life, and that they realize just how difficult a life of celibacy is–no matter your orientation.

  3. Andrew…..I chanced upon your blog and am very impressed with your very balanced thinking and reasoning. I am not gay, but have a brother who is, and claims to be a Christian. I am a “born again” Christian and believe that the Bible is the Word of God. My view all along has been that if the scriptures are truly God’s word, then who am I to tell God that what He says in His Word isn’t correct!….no matter how much I would like it to be otherwise!
    True Christians want their gay friends and family members to know Jesus’ salvation and worry that if they are acting out in their lifestyle that their salvation is in question…..this is just a normal fear based on what God’s word seems to tell us. I guess my view is that homosexuality is definitely not God’s design, but that many men and women find themselves in bondage to it….(I feel it begins with a sensitive spirit that may very well have been wounded by misunderstanding, sexual or emotional abuse and growing from that root). I may be wrong and if you can enlighten me on this I would appreciate it.

    I see that it is the “militant” homosexuals who are causing and fueling so much of the dissention these days. I find so many of them to be greatly intolerant and hateful of those who have opposite views. They seem to have a great need for acceptance and I guess this is natural for us all but they take it to extremes. This is making it very difficult for all. There also seems to be so much misunderstanding and unmerciful actions in the Christians community. It is so refreshing to read your views and also Justin’s. I haven’t read all of his writings yet….have printed them and taking my time so I can understand…and also want to read Ron’s. Thank you for your very reasonable spirit….I will be following you for more understanding.

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